I knew I could not be bought

 Already paid 4 & obligated to share myself

https://youtu.be/4ePIobt--uc?si=uy4jRQraJlH7q8_g

Don’t be shocked

Remember you view tick tock

Instascram

And believe those strangers.

Let’s keep life real for once!

Be

Oh

U

Guys

Have

To

What is.enlightenment?

 https://youtu.be/ba7nd8CRIsQ?si=T9EoEsonU-pqyWUO

https://www.youtube.com/live/IT0ThVioYko?feature=shared

Great teachers for the new way of thinking

 https://youtu.be/zedL6wzQqCE?si=3C6q-MMlR_2pTD9y

Do the Do

 Look in the mirror

And see God

For yourself

Lovely

Sight to be claimed

Up 2 U 4

Likeness it

Is yours

2 claim

“ what would Jesus do”

Answer yourself.

And

Answer yourself

While u act

Out the

Part!

Gods for urself

To not knowing

What to do with 

Life Now

Talking about a fast lane

Please slow down

But here comes perfection

Don’t ask

How could this be me

I have paid that fee

So we see 

I evidently have all I need

Just to be me

A crew grown to adhere

To this skin

And they say

Don’t worship a man

But at the same time 

We send them off to

Wars to become men

Can we ever not

Contradick

Ourselves living in a land

Of contracts signed to be

Man is this it

Right on time for us

To become

The Gods they swore we were not

For a reason

Take up your land

Your body

And prosper on yours

With what was given from birth

And don’t go to war

Just heal your God given sores

As they pour puss

From your Godly body

And don’t scratch

For the sake of it healing itself

Love me as you are

Nature healing itself

Take tht bandage off

And get some air

You are Gods given 

Perfection

Look for Momma when

Needing advisement

They been there done that!

Here I am

 

Cash can make or break you

Down the road

Of realization

Of what people

Say 

Is suppose to

Shine light on your

Situation of

Being without

Love

Hope

Togetherness

Heart to love

Heat

Forgiveness 

Just takes it all

And

Gives you things

To look back on

To

Recognize

The owner of your soul

Trying 

To tell you

Ceasar is the start

While being far

Is not a choice to take

Ever in life

Unless you want what others

Don’t have for you

In times of need.

shameful tht a girl need

A week to get ahead

But what then.

I gotta live with

Who broke my heart

“Ceasar”

I don’t even like cheese

Geez Louise will be

Back soon.

She’ll have somtin

Else to b I t c h

About bet on tht.

She will be locked up

Forever inside

This here Maze of

https://youtu.be/sbOk0unnlbw?si=R2hoSfjeeQv6dTlX

“I will neva let you down.”

Sad stories

 I have

Lost

Everything but myself

Materials have left my shelf

Both have have been tampered with

What now shall be left

The round about is left

To continue the turn of others

Seeing only my fight tathers

My cloths

And my glass shatters

Don’t give in hope

For there is only a rope

Waiting for me to 

Should I or shouldn’t I cry and sigh

How strong can become a slight denial of time

Spent and never presents

Myself as a down stricken

Felt out and cold in front of

Everyone

Wondering on the real

What really matters.

Do I have enough love left

Is always the question 

No one answers these feelings

Anymore! 

Bottles on shore no one will

Answer to as the note

Continues to get tore

And lost.

My daily tears make my

Eyes puffy and sore.

Get it together 

Nikki

Please

For the sake of

Sho you right being bought up

Wrong knotting my faults together.

Wishing I continue 

To have

A ways to go

To wherever whenever.

Just out there

Searching for what

I don’t know.

Sad write bk I guess.

To continue or stop.?

Love wanting it All

 

Man made kinds

Needing

Executing

And fans to keep smoke

Going strong

Genius planning folk

For all the songs

Wanting the in depth

For the sake of sho nuff

You everything I dreamed

Read thought

And heard

So 

WE

goin keep this 

Write for our

Allies

To discover

Why some like homes

While other cats like to be shown

Where all domes originated

From.

I love me some both sides of the coin

I ain’t gon lie:)

Damn

ON

EVERYTHING 

I need some tossing for the turning

In the real

Right Now.

I ain’t no joke!!!

Why cry for help

 The reasoning for

Staying to yourself

Only I understand my sore

That protrudes from my skins shelf

No room left to restore

The dignity of being selfish

No more me left

For I am empty

Only to be filled up with

No wealth but more filth

My eyes water dirt

They burn

My heart is scorned

Myself is no longer here

But with them

Who am I now?

A shell waiting to be

Stepped upon

As needed.

Of course the story of my life

Never ending but continuously being

Told about

Foul I am!

According to your soul

 https://youtu.be/KzxvH_1ASqQ?si=ciyjrLXyvT45SbRk

My brother on the

Mountain

Has been

And will

Be 

The throne of coldness

Given to us for warningnes

Of 

Here we go again 4

U to know the

Way to climb without falling

Slide while gliding

Take my tidings

For those eyeing

The top being spoken for

The deciding

Way to react to the viewing

Of us speaking

Togetherness forever!

Back to work

 https://youtu.be/TF7hi3cAy28?si=cASpDD1ZOIMRJ_eb

Her Story

 https://youtu.be/vwVw6Pk9YDw?si=l_gZldSS9r5_LGKs

Never really knowing

Me

 Being never open

To love being

 available

To live significantly 

For the strength

You

Short enough

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Can the attachment

Be so rippling

That I am a continuous

Awesome sadly driven

Book being read as

Signs going through

The most circulated highway

Best agriculture

With thee community vision making it do but then

When

Is the bridge over

Never to tell until the

Plan falls through as

Something that was bound to happen.

Population CONTROL AT

ITS FINEST.

so big can’t even tell where the old barber shop use to be.

Gendervacation.

Why continually

Try to take me

Down to the unknown

Wet land of

Where I use

To be

I am hear for your

Decree of we see

Eye to my shy

Side taking

Your story in 

Willingly for

The delightful

Flight

Of never

Ending with a

A period

But a ring given

To transmit

Mine into being

Formed for you

As the winning entry to the finish 

Happening again

For you 

Too

Tell me please 

The answer that passes you through

This now to unite as life

Or

Lives lived.

Counting on

 To depend 

On yourself

To come

Through as

Told to be

So

Your finally

Past the way

Of being

Fulfilled with

Seen to be

Always unseen

For your

Wellbeing continued

As your home

As of now

Still formed

As you

For you.

Homo Sapiens

 Making out

Who shall be

Your coming into

As yourself 

Running light

Coming forth

As the moon sets 

Into

I want

Does it

Matter or

Is it

All ways

Possed to

Be me as 

I see 

I become them

So it

Seem

Nice to

C U!

Soul of a mate

 

I’m hungary

 

I

Need

Help

Every

Life

Lived

All

Touched

I

Own

Nikki

As yourself

When we find no one owns any others being.

We can finally be whole. Do I said let me go but those that believed I am a love of a different kind. We agreed we would meet up in sound & neutrality

Of life.

Coming back is safe.

Not easy

 

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